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Los Campesinos!, 2000 Trees, Upcote Farm - 16 July 2011 (by Jacqui Sadler)

losloscampesinos:

Los Campesinos!, 2000 Trees, Upcote Farm - 16 July 2011 (by Jacqui Sadler)

Setlist, Night 2

Setlist, Night 2

Seeing these guys tomorrow and Sunday here in Toronto.
My favorite band’s first television performance!!! 

Also, I think Jason is the first to appear on Letterman in a Manchester United jersey.

Doubly fucking awesome

Remember US fans, LC! are performing on the David Letterman show tomorrow night!

*proud parent tears*

I declined ‘cause I decided that I
Do not believe in the new year anymore
And you must confess that at times like these
Hopefulness is tantamount to hopelessness
And I accept that it’s time for a change but not in
Places like this with people like these
Los Campesinos!
In which our brave protaganist procrastinates from working out by blogging about life and other bullshit.

or maybe not.

So I actually started writing this while I was procrastinating, and then I procrastinated even more, and then I finally finished working out, which I did around maybe 2 in the morning. Go me and laziness!

But then I got lost in trying to narrow my songs of the year nominees and came up with about 70 finalists, so I’ll hve to hack that bad boy down when I get the time. Fuck knows when I’ll do my films one, probably round Oscar noms time again, since I still have a lot to see.

So like shit, I haven’t caught up with you guys since like what, Halloween?

Ok. Well then here’s been my life -

My crappy retail job basically went mental. I’ve been working only a few hours under full-time for like the last 3 weeks during the Holiday season and working in the kids department no less. My manager is still a condescending prick and hates me. There’s also like hardcore dramu going on at work too cause he hates our assistant manager and is trying to get her fired. The store is more or less with the assistant manager though cause she’s awesome, so he’s got some hard work ahead of him. Our assistant manager is one of the few people I legitimately love to work with. She’s funny, warm, kind, super relaxed and chill, swears like a sailor and is an excellent leader, cause she makes you actually feel like you’re contributing something and appreciates the work you do.

Me and the cute new girl at work are still close but not much to really report on that front. I mean, she’s married, and she’s crazy about the boy, nothing is gonna change, that’s fine, something I sorta accepted awhile ago. Plus at this point it’s almost getting to the point where we’re setting into our platonic broship where we give each other shit and banter everyday. Does that stop me from checking her out when she’s not noticing? Hell no, but at least I don’t feel I have to try to impress or charm her or anything. 

There’s been some Holidays too. Remember my epic Halloween food blog? Could’ve done one twice the size with Christmas shit if I wasn’t lazy. See, Christmas is my shit. I know being in my 20s and my general tastes and sensibilities should probably dictate that I’d be sorta cynical and shitty about Christmas but I’m not. I should talk about how it’s crass commercialization and a bastardized version of the Holiday is all that remains, but god bless it, god bless this commercilization. Because see, I buy into it, I go for it 110%. Santa, Rudolph, Frosty, the Grinch? Those are my boys right there. I don’t give a shit about religion or Jesus. I may be older now, but that doesn’t stop me from still even if for a few hours buying into the mythology and fantasy of Christmas. I wasn’t the kid who had figured out Santa wasn’t real before others, I was the one who found out way too late and embarassed himself, but I’m fine with that. And I still remember all those emotions and the excitement that came with the holiday as a kid. I still love Christmas movies and music and the decorations, it’s the one Holiday I genuinely care about during the year.  And was this year’s perfect? No, it’s Christmas, it never is. But it was alright, it was nice, and I was happy, and that matters.

(Footnote: If you’re wondering which Seasonal Foods did do it for me, then the answers would be the Sweet Cinnamon Wheat Thins, White Chocolate & Peppermint Pretzel Chips at Target, Gingerbread Lattes at Starbucks)

I also celebrated the insanity of Black Friday, (like every year) but in ridiculous fashion this year. I mean, on the downside, it kind of ended up consuming my whole like Thanksgiving, I missed the Macy’s Parade which I haven’t done since, well ever, but I had a nice Thanksgiving dinner. Then I went out to Best Buy to take my chances waiting 6 hours in the cold for a HDTV, but unfortunately didn’t get there early enough for it. From there I hit up tons of different stores, getting FIFA 12 for half price, getting some DVDs for like dirt cheap, getting a solid new pair of headphones for 60% at Radioshack (STEAL) and then going and blowing about $100 while at the Urban Outfitters sale. I did this through the night though, so like, I left at 8 PM on Thanksgiving and just wrapped up shopping around 11 AM the next morning. It’s at THIS point, where I still had to go work the rest of the day. So I caught a bus across the city and spent the next 8 hours limbering across the store like a zombie, it was, uh, shit.

Speaking of shit experiences? Don’t work the kids department during the Holiday season with a massive fucking hangover, it may drive you to suicide if it doesn’t kill you itself. Went out for a night to see !!! and hang with some buds from school and ended up drinking enough to work up the courage to talk to the girl who was dancing with me after the show had and then drank even more to to keep dancing. At a certain point I just remember bits of our conversation, getting a ride from a friend, bits of being at a dive bar I don’t remember and that’s about it. Good night? For sure, but the next day? Christ all-fuckin mighty.

Uh, what else, I’ve been working on a project with someone from school. He wants to make a short film for some local film festivals and stuff and saw my work in class and asked me to help him out with it, so we’ve been meeting about that but need a day when the weather is right to shoot.  He’s a good dude, got some decent ideas, and hoping he’ll repay the favor too when I finally finish what I’m writing now. Oh and the fact that he’s got good weed doesn’t hurt either. Also I might have another project coming up to shoot a music video for a local band that one of my friends know. So stay tuned for that, we’ll see. Not my style of music, but won’t say no to some work.

Uhhh, I’ve been really tired constantly, like really tired. I wake up, haven’t done anything, and am already exhausted. I can’t get enough sleep though cause I can’t just like come home from work and not do anything or I feel I’m losing myself or like my sense of identity. I never just want to find myself in a cycle of just wake up - work - come home - sleep. So I’ll sacrifice one for the other.

I’ve seen some movies though, and really loved some. I’m sure you guys saw my frothing at the mouth over Hugo but I also really enjoyed Martha Marcy May Marlene, Fincher’s Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, and found Muppets to be pretty terrific.

So that brings us to now. Well right now I’m moving in with my grandmother for the next month until I go back to school. I need to as best I can be able to save money for school and this seems to be the best way even if it’s not something I really like, but I’m getting close and I’m worried with the time and finances. So yay for living in the suburbs of Buffalo. =\

I’m not really sure what I’m doing this weekend but with all this free time I’ve been having now that the Holiday season is over, I hope to. I have a good crew of Man United supporters to hang with but it’s tough with not really having that many people I’m close with here. Which I should also say in regards of holidays, brings me to why New Years Eve is probably my least favorite. See, New Years is kind of like an utterly senseless ultimatum in our culture. It’s the night that society says, “Go out, get drunk, be stupid”. It’s basically a holiday to party, and if you don’t, you kinda sit at home watching people party and the ball drop and can’t help but feel lonely. Even worse though is the double-edged sword of it though, because what does New Years start with but the countdown to the New Year and you guessed it, a New years kiss. I mean, the holiday can feel lonely enough on it’s own but going out with coupled friends in previous years has always made this a surefire way to feel a bit lonely. I mean sure, maybe you’ll be saved at the last moment by another attractive person as lonely as you are (has happened before) but your odds aren’t great.

Plus the whole idea around it is dumb. Nothing changes when the year does, that’s just like, I mean come on, it’s not even exciting after you’re like 5 and realize tomorrow is just gonna be another day with a new calendar year. If you have resolutions, why the arbitrary start date? Start now, do it for real.

On the bright side though, only a few weeks till my trip up to Toronto for back to back nights of Los Campesinos! Now there’s a day that means something to me.

Anyway, this is kinda just an update and rant and jumbled thoughts, overall, doing alright, hanging in. Haven’t talked to some of you in ages now, drop me a line, lemme know how you’ve been, what you’re up to.

We burnt all the skin
From the palm of my hands
With an old zippo lighter
And deodorant can
I went to the palmist
And asked her to read
No heart line,
No sun line
No life line,
No need.
Said all that I wanted was a quiet life
Not one predetermined by minuscule slices
Into my flesh and the broad she agreed
One look in my sad eyes
She had to concede

“Baby… the girdle of venus got me…
Got me down on my knees.
And baby… baby I got the death rattle and
You’re six months old s-shakin’ me.”

Traced my right index finger
‘long the roof of every car
On the walk back to your house
In the cold from City Arms
In the frost I drew a dick
For every girl that wouldn’t fuck me
Woke early the next morning to see
The frost had bitten me

My blisters black and touch cold
Like a cute stuffed toy bear’s nose
The kind of gift I’d give you
Like a less committed Van Gogh

And you, you are an angel
That’s why you pray
And I am an ass
And that’s why I bray

Your halo slipped to frame you
Like a photo, a porthole window
I see blood spill in the pure snow
You see sweet sauce on ice-cream cones

And you, you are an angel
That’s why you pray
And I am an ass
And that’s why I bray
If you were tomorrow
I’d be today
And this is the end…

(I’m serious, so listen)

Baby I got the death rattle
And baby I got it bad
I’ve been digging my grave
For quite some time
When I’m not digging up the past
And I chewed my only necktie
From the metal frame of my bed
Where I tied your wrists together
Spent all night givin’
(Oh, you get the message)

Not headstone
But headboard
Is where I wanna be mourned

Los Campesinos!, Baby I Got the Death Rattle
Waiting now hoping that Los Camp announce JoFo as opening for them on the North American tour
fuckyeahloscampesinos:

Today, Hello Sadness is officially released in the UK! If you haven’t procured a copy already, please head down to yr nearest record store and purchase one. Then play it, listen to it and love it. 

fuckyeahloscampesinos:

Today, Hello Sadness is officially released in the UK! If you haven’t procured a copy already, please head down to yr nearest record store and purchase one. Then play it, listen to it and love it. 

Controversial Opinion?

Hate for the Island is the best thing on Hello Sadness

thistumblrisbetterthanyourlife:


My Fall/Winter summed up

fuckyeahloscampesinos:

so, who’s excited yet?

< This guy, right here

fuckyeahloscampesinos:

so, who’s excited yet?

< This guy, right here

I dunno what the fuck has happened to me, back in the day, even 3 or 4 years ago, I’d go through a year and listen to maybe 150 new albums a year, giving each at least like 3 listens, now I can’t even think if I’ve listened to more than 25 this year. I probably have, but I’d struggle to remember them. I even have a lot downloaded but still, a lot of it just sits there. Which is weird cause since my laptop died I’ve only had maybe 3,000 songs since June to listen to and I’ve tired of alot of them.

Thank fuck the new Los Camp & JoFo come out in a few weeks, cause those I’m salivating at the prospect of.

Anyway, tell me like just a couple MUST listens for this year so far. What albums have just blown you away?

Waking up to news of one of my favorite bands, @loscampesinos playing a show  & dropping a single today is a good way to begin my day